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Disclaimer. Hello, welcome to an-infatuatedlove.blogspot.com. :D No spamming or vulgarities please. Tag when you visit ! ;D Profile.  I'm Alyssa Leong, God brought me into this world on 20th March 1994, That's right, I'm 15. I inspire to be a Singer/ Actress My friends are AWESOME, Family is Great I'm in love with a guy, who is basically my type God has been guiding me every step of the way Lastly, Don't let my size fool you My wants. Dear Santa, here's my wishlist, HIM to be a famous Singer Aldo Heels, That Dress Japan Hollywood, Guitar, Acoustic and Electrical Beloved. God, Friends, Family Him Singing GR.A.M.A.V.Y.S Footprints Chitty-Chatty. Music. I wish I can fly. ZEEZAMZONG YOUTHLIVE!. SeconeF2007. FMSSDRAMA!. BLINGBABONGS Abram. Amanda(Aussiebuddy:D). Caleb. Dorcas. Emilyn. Mattathias . Natalia. Natalie. Pearly. Priscilla. Rachel. ShiMin. Zahiya. GOOGAMBONG! Al-Emporio. Amalina. Belinda. Charmaine. Chervon. Chienyee. Fatin. JiaQi. Joey. Joy. Junyuan. KangHao. Lincoln. Lydia. Mas. Marilyn. Nithya. Nigel. Pearly. Ren Hui. Richelle. Samantha. Sarah. SuMay. Tricia. Yingwen. Yunxin. Zahiya. ZheHui. Rewind. October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 August 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 May 2010 February 2011 Credits. Designer: Jocelyn. Bases: Surrender!yourtechno. Quotes: Quotegarden Avatar: Glitter-graphics Image hosting: Photobucket Hosting: Blogskins| Blogger |
Date: Friday, February 25, 2011
Title:  Blame it on the a-a-a-alcohol Well, again, I take ages to blog, but it's when I feel like blogging that I blog, Well, a lot of things have happened, I am still trying to talk to them, And well, it has been better now . My Birthday is around the corner, Honestly, I am not really feeling happy. Since the beginning of this absurd year, Moody seems to be my fixed mood. It is causing loads of harm to me. I was about to blog a really long post But for some reason, during the time of these few short paragraphs, I lost inspiration. So I'd end somewhere soon. I downloaded these camera applications for ITOUCH It is awesome, LOMO LOMO is the best camera app. Lovvveeeeee it (: .Okay I shall stop here. Bye bye &&There's something wrong But what is it ? Date: Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Title: No one understands my pain, no one understands my sorrow, I might be looking 항복해, 하지만, 내가 슬픈 오전 내부, Please understand me, Please, I'm going through so much, I'm going through more struggles, I just want to sing, stand on that stage and sing, is that so much to ask ?, I'm dying in the process, I only have this talent, I only have this dream, don't turn my fairytale into a nightmare, don't turn my aspirations to crushed dreams, I just want to do what I love, not what I hate, 제발 , 난 노래 너무 좋아요, I only want to live my dream, like everyone else. Date: Sunday, April 4, 2010
Title: You're Pathetic Seriously, enough of your ridiculous silly circus acts, I'm not as naive as her, I'm not dumb like her, Yeah, so She's now suddenly your best friend, so what ?!, You guys are a pile of poop, yeah, this childish, but I need to use this tactic to deal with you childish people, You are at that age where you suppose to be maturing , but well, sadly, you are not, your state of mind is worse than my 4 year old nephew's, I'm supposed to talk my life so far, aren't I ? But one small problem, I'm angry , so how the nut am I supposed to be all Rainbows and sunny days ?, Okay, I know, I'm just gonna put that aside for now, well, at least my birthday was memorable, I had fun and I hope everyone did too, and thank you for the wonderful presents, and I really appreciate them, Oh, I recently tore the ligament in my left knee, and Surprisingly, loads and loads of people cared for me, and Thank you all for the get well soon wishes , I really am appreciative of them, and Thanks Rachel, Janis, Janice and Emilyn for the card and the lovely flowers, you guys are true best friends unlike a certain someone, anyway, I'm in need of an study check, I need to focus more on my studies, and My singing dream, I want it to come through, I really want t leave this place and start a fresh brand new life as a Singer, or in another country, I really can't take any other blows, Okay, I'mma go off now, Thanks for making a fool, You really, good. Date: Thursday, January 7, 2010
Title: How long would it take you to realise that I really love you ? Today, school was fairly good, I wouldn't say it was great although sitting next to Ruyi, and infront of TuJun and Justin, is the best ever, they make classes less boring with their ' cold ' jokes, Anyway, F&N, Ms Lily told us which class we're gonna be separated into. Either hers or Ms Thia, I actually wished I wasn't in her class as she's like a mad army commando, attire must be tip-top, must be polite, I mean I agree on the polite-ness, anyway, Yeah, I got send to her class, well, pretty happy, I've got Janis and Emi with me and Ms Lily is a way better teacher than Ms Thia, so so much better. Maths, Oh, what can I say about this subject. Well, basically, this year, I'm kinda 'forced' to like this sbject as it is a must to pass it EMB3, well, I'd rather studying like mad and get good results then party like a rockstar and fail like sucker, so I'm prepared to love this subject, Well, Mr Ho is a good teacher, I'm really starting to like this subject, and the topic we're learning supposed to be dry and boring but I'm getting it, which I'm really happy about. Chinese, Zhang Lao Shi is really super cute, I can understand, she is THE Chinese drama TIC, so yeah, she's really dramatic, she kept asking me if I understood what the passage was asking, because copying the answers down without knowing anything wouldn't be effective but yeah, I admit, I could understand the passage and where it was coming from, so that's another thumbs up for me [: Physics, Mr Tan always comes up with funny and interesting ways to help us with our phyiscs and it is always fun with him in class, he's a super comedian, English, Well, Pineapple is really well, Nevermind, I don't really wanna talk about it. Anyway, we went to RP( Republic Polytechnic ) for their annual open house, our tour guides were students from their school and they were super adorkable and hot, the shorter guy is handsome too, and he looks like a female, but I talked to him, and he's really adorkable, anyway, the open house was really cool, they had music courses but I needed a grade 4 in any music to apply and since I don't even have a grade, I was literally crushed, we were given a bag with RP stuff and a teenage magazine which I already got, Do I really have to scream your name in order for you to know that I love you ? I really like you ever since that day you made me laugh so hard, I was attracted by your charm, mesmerised by your smile, captured by your personality, I don't know why I can't give you up, my heart can't stop I want it to stop, I know waiting for you is the stupidest thing, I know you'd never fall for a girl like me, I know I'm being retarded writing this here, I'm just really in a whirl, lost, I'm waiting for the day that you tell me that you love me too, will that day even happen ? Date: Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Title: Always keep the Faith Press on, Strive and be the best. School, sigh, why do I even bother about talking about it? Although, today was a pretty decent day, although, the stress of N levels are already getting to me, it really stinks, I can't imagine, I'm already gonna have a test next Tuesday, can you believe it ? Well, Mid-Year Examinations will be in May, that's almost 5 months away, and N levels are 7-8 months away, oh the horror ! , but it's true what they say, why not just suffer now and enjoy later ? I mean I want my results to shoot up all of a sudden, I do so want that, and I know my mathematics has been at the bottom, but I believe and hope that I can at least get a B3, for now N level criteria is EMB3, English, Maths and 3 other subjects, and must be less than 19 points, but even if I do get those points, it'd be pointless, because I want to be a Singer, non of the polytechnics have music courses, only Nayang School of fine arts and School of the Arts but those are colleges, and the scores to get in are almost impossible for me, but I believe in God to help me, Anyway, the dream is still sitting in my head waiting to be fulfilled, I hope it comes true soon, Leaving it all to God I believe in him. Date: Monday, January 4, 2010
Title: I'm glad it all ended well No matter what you do, Always keep the faith I'm really happy about something, Well, DBSK/TVXQ/TOHOSHINKI, These boys will be smiling once again, and Thank God these boys will be having more concerts and hopefully, they'd come to Singapore, DBSK made me realise, that singing was what I wanted to do my whole life, I mean I had that dream when since I was little girl, I've done recordings in studios as my dad's company host this children's camp every year, so my dad usually asks my brother and I to be sing in it, since then, I knew singing was what I wanted to be, but as the years went by, I changed what I wanted to be, Interior Designer, Fashion designer, but I never really tried to design clothes, or make houses look fabulous, now do I only realise that I just found it cool that they could use a simple piece of cloth and make into something wonderful. And for Interior Designing, it's just a matter of making your house stand out, but you need to have that creative and artistic talent, which I, don't really have, and even when I was thinking of becoming a Designer, I just kept singing, wherever I was, whatever I was doing, the same goes for dancing, I've only been to a beginner's hip hop class, I've learnt the rest of the dance moves on the computer, or just following DBSK's dance moves for their songs, I mean It'd be great if I was a singer, that's all I want to become, my parent's say that it'd be hard work, but hey, every job requires some ups and downs right ? I mean, look at DBSK, they finally resolved their problem, it doesn't matter what you do or what you want to become in the future, as long as you had the drive and do your best, you'll sure be successful in your life, seeing DBSK's fun, joyous, full of smiles characteristics, is really nice, I mean for them to have a tough schedule and still smile and have fun, is really a good thing, I'm prepared for whatever situation I'm gonna face when I become a singer, as long as I'm one, nothing else matter, I'm praying everyday now, that I'd be one, soon, very soon, I hope I could realise this dream this year, if it's possible, I admit, my voice can't really reach super high notes, like the highest note, but as long as I train, I know I can reach it, Sorry about nagging about this, but this dream is forever gonna be in my mind, Being a Singer, is not about the fame, trying to be famous, it's how much your songs and singing reaches out to people and they want to hear it more, I hope I can be those controversial singers, and when I get my pay, even if it isn't much, I want to help the poor and those families suffering, I don't mind going to help them, as long as I've help someone by helping them pay for their school fees or upgrading their school, I'd be contented, I used to feel that everything I owned was not enough but seeing those charity videos and those stories about them, I can't help but scold myself for being so greedy when other children around the world are dying, Alright, that's all for now, I'm going to post about school tomorrow since today was a total bore. Dreaming, still dreaming, I'm gonna live my dream soon, Date: Monday, December 28, 2009
Title: Confused Confused, what should I do ? Is it possible for us to have so many things in common ? It's weird that he and I have so many things in common, the only difference between us is that I'm not really into soccer, I'm more into frisbee and basket ball, Is someone trying to tell me that, we'll really be together one day ? So giving up on him would be the worst thing on earth ? But the fact is that if he likes someone, he'd tell them straight, He doesn't like to beat around the bush and things like that. I want to adopt a Maltese puppy and I posted it on facebook, He replied saying that he has one, How coincidental is that ? I don't know what it is, Somehow whenever I feel like giving up, he'd act nicer, sweeter, funnier, he is already nice, sweet, funny, but he doubles it, how does he know that I would want to give him up when I only told one person which is my best friend, I need an answer, why is he always like that ? Anyway, as I get older, my dream of becoming a Singer is closer, I've composed a few songs when I'm inspired by something, but I wouldn't show you any of my songs yet, hopefully I can become a Singer, I really want to be a Singer. Dreaming about it isn't gonna help, I need to take action. |
